I met him out for dinner on a Friday night
In the hot Planet restaurant sarinah plaza
He really got me working up an appetite
There’s nothing more dangerous than a boy with charm
He’s a one stop jive, makes my panties drop
He’s a swinging rockin sugar coated candy man
Everybody got an opinion now don’t they? But it ain’t no thing to me
It really don’t make any difference now to meIf you don’t like what you see
I pay no mind to the negative kind because that’s just no way to be
I don’t stop to please someone else’s needs gonna live my life for me
I’ve never been the type to be shy
I know that some would say I’m too headstrong
But I’d rather be a man who voices his mind
Whether you think I’m right or wrong
And I know some people wanna criticize
Makes them feel better about themselves
So say what you will and the time will reveal
In the end that I will be here still
I’m gonna keep on I’m a do my own thing
we all got a place that we’re meant to live
and no matter what people say or might think
I ain’t goin’ no place no I’m here to stay
Gonna keep on doing my thing
Cause whether they love or they hating on me
I’ll still be the same girl I used to be
Cause I ain’t going no place no I’m here to stay
No matter the pressures that face me
But I believe they will see
I will never let anyone break me
All your doubt can do now is streng then me
And life it ain’t always that easy
Gotta fight to see past the boundaries
Crossing the lines I will define every time that forever is mine
The world seems so cold
when I face so much all alone
with a little scared to move on
and knowing how fast I have grown
and I wonder just where I fit in
on the vision alive in my head
I can not let to go now
even when darkness surrounds
but if I hold on
I will show to the world
all the things that you never expected to see
from little old me is respect,
and I wonder just where my place is
close my eyes and I mind myself things
I will be
strong on my own
I will see through the rain
I will find my way
I will keep on traveling down this road
until I finally reach my dream
unttil I’m living and breathing
my destiny
It comforts me
it keeps me a light that stays in my life
always guiding me
and providing me
with the hope I desperately need
well I gotta believe
there’s something out there meant for me
I get on my knee
praying I will receive
the courage to grow and the face to know
mama…
u gave love to me
even we had bad times in the past
but i know that u wanna do the best for me.
mama…
im sorry to leave home and leave you too
i just wanna searching for myself
do whatever i want without anyone kept me
try to find about who i am and what i am
mama…
im sorry im hiding from you
i dont speaking openly to you
i just dont wanna hurting you
your the best woman that i ever knew
mama…
i wanna share manything bout my life
but would you let me to back into that life?
fter you knew all of me?
im afraid you wont be ready for this reality
it will make your suffering more and more
as strong as a mother u showed to me
in any case you are just a woman
with the many kind of problem in your head
how could i bring myself to do it???
mama…
i am strong enough to trough this life alone
without anyone by myside
mama…
i am strong as you did for trough in our life
mama…
i know your prays is always together beside me
thats why im still going on till now
im still survive in this cruel world
i love you mom…
I though I knew who you are
you seem the perfect one in my eyes
and nice words you gave to me
who can made me give in to you
so i put you into my fancy boy list
But Im sorry If i cant hard when you touched me
and seduced me.
At the first night we slept together.
Cos i realized that you are the fuck guy
who just want my money.
Now I dont care about you
theres nothing can make me attract to you anymore
All of you now is as horse mannure.
This words is for you
to reminds you that i still move on
and i have got no regrets..
G.T.H. please…
Banjir kemaren banyak menyisakan kenangan indah walopun sebagian orang jakarta merasa kesusahan.
Tapi bagi aku tidak. Walopun aku mengalami genangan air itu dan tak seberapa banyak dibandingkan orang2 dilain area sekitar tapi akhirnya ku memutuskan buat mengungsi juga ke meridien 3 hari.
Dan ternyata takdirku buat ketemu seorang sepesial ada disana.
Disaat ku lagi breakfast jam 9.30 kulihat dia lagi duduk sendirian. mungkin dia dah kelar breakfast dan saat itu dia sedang menikmati kopi.
Tak disangka mata kita beradu pandang dan akhirnya kita saling melempar senyum.
Tapi…
cuman sebatas itu saja.
ku malu buat nunjukin kalo aku terlalu over confident ke lain orang jadi cuman sebatas itu saja (hari pertama)
Hari kedua tak diduga kita ketemu lagi di kolam renang.
akhirnya kita kenalan saat kita lagi sun bathing… keith namanya, dari irlandia.
29 th. dan… ternyata dia juga G…???
dan Im geting busy then…
hehehe.. till now but pity cos we use to seperated.
Hes so nice,wise and manly.
gentle and so attentive.
what a nice guy.
picnya ada di fs aku.
yg lagi tiduran.
Mungkin aku bukan siapa-siapa…
sampai dirimu bisa memandang rendah diriku
itu tak apa.
hanya saja kenapa tak kau pikir
segala dari perbuatan dirimu
tega nian kau lakukan padaku
andai aku tahu kaukan berbuat begini nantinya
lebih baik ku acuhkan saja dirimu.
Those welcoming eyes when you met me ,
Such a warm and tender smile,
Protecing me and guiding me,
When Jakarta was more like the Nile.
Such warmth and passion was unleashed from within,
When we were alone in secluded places,
Lets hope its only about to begin,
I’ve been playing cards and been dealt all the aces.
Now my suitcase is packed and I’ll leave on the plane,
With a thousand thoughts regrets going around in my brain,
This ache in my heart is a black sea of pain,
As I’m leaving dear Andy ooooooooooooohhhhh!
So come a little closer,
Lay your head upon my shoulder,
And let me hold you one more time,
Before that Aeroplane goes.
I used to think that happiness could only be something that happened to somebody else
and everybody believed, everybody but me
And I’ve been hurt so many times before,
That my hopes was dying, so sick of trying
Everybody could see
But then you came into my life,you opened up my softer side
And now I can see into your eyes
And suddenly, I realize…
I made you think, you don’t understand
All the times you didn’t understand
Why you couldn’t just be my man?
There were many walls you had to climb,
If you really wanted to be mine
After all the hoops I put you through,
Now I see that I’m in love with you
Now, I hope you finally understand.
So many tears I’ve had to cry,
But you had many more of your own you had to try
But you stuck it out and you’re here with me now
And rememberin’ the days I pushed away your love,
You called my bluff and you still stayed around,
You figured me out
And there’s no way to lie to you, you know me better than I do
You see me through,
I’d be no good without you
Won’t you listen now
Can’t you see just what I’m talking about
Time went on, and I was wrong
To keep my distance for so long.
So afraid, you wouldn’t stay
But you never turned away
Always right by my side
You’re forever in my life
Don’t you go
‘Cause now I knowThat in you
I found a home.
thx god that im still alive and can be survive till now.
even so many trouble in me b4 but i can trough that becouse of u.